weird and funny things happen lately but im too lazy to write it all down so nvm

i finally got some new strings for my nylonguitar, damn its nearly impossible to get guitarstrings in my village lol
well i have a steelstringguitar but the nylon has a much smoother and calm sound and thats what i prefer but i still need a D String lol nah anyways

scars of sorrow is a pain in the arse lately, because i have so much shit going on and so many open projects
for example i finished a few things and then someone comes to me and says,

''hey this girl wanna sing to your songs, do you have anything for her to sing?''
''sure i have'' (but i lie everytime when someone asks me this lol)
so i open a finished project and redo this whole thing that someone can sing to it

and im excited everytime how the song is gonna end, but mostly its fucked, bad quality or the person cant sing lol

well this happened about 6 times now? i dunno
so i had to cancel 6 songs for scars of sorrow lol

long story short, i should stop giving random people songs lol

March. 5 is coming, gonna be hell of a tough day