Man, I went through the same shit about 6 months ago. Caught my GF cheating actually.. Even when it isn't your fault it's hard to let go. It doesn't go away, but I can tell you it gets easier to deal with. Even if it isn't something quite that drastic that drove you apart, it does get easier to deal with.
Let me know if you need anything. We don't really know each other but I've dealt with this shit and wished I had someone there for me when I dealt with it.
Omgwtfcritz
Holy shit man, damn, I feel really sorry for you right now. I mean, I wish I could help, but there's only so much advice I can give. ;( But anyways, keep it going man, I know you can get through this. Really nice and touching lyrics (if they are lyrics) by the way... But damn man, is there anything I can do?
Zajed
ye those are lyrics, im trying to lose some pressure, its amazing how writing can help sometimes, anyways im open for any advice tips anything, even if you gonna say alcohol lol